Tuesday, December 16, 2014

391

It has been 391 days since I kissed and met nick for the first time... So here are 391 random thoughts! :) 
  1. I love nick
  2. I want to live in Hawaii
  3. I love playing donkey kong
  4. I want my life to be like vampire diaries
  5. I am grateful for my roommates this semester
  6. I miss Jade
  7. I miss Panera
  8. I love writing
  9. I want to be Mrs. Dorsett already
  10. I wish I could fly
  11. I love batman
  12. Big T-shirts make me happy
  13. I am not good at math
  14. I love kids
  15. I miss my mom
  16. I love Virginia
  17. I love the smell of tide laundry detergent
  18. Fuzzy socks make me happy
  19. I really don’t like some people
  20. I wish my teeth weren’t sensitive
  21. I am happy to be moving out of my apartment
  22. Clean kitchens are my favorite
  23. I wish my teeth were straight
  24. I love my wedding dress
  25. I stress out easily
  26. I hate the feeling of grass
  27. I hate dirty kitchens
  28. Warm blankets can always cheer me up
  29. I love Nick’s laugh
  30. My favorite color is blue
  31. I miss my dog
  32. My dad is my hero
  33. I love my older brother
  34. I love my younger brother
  35. I wish I had a sister
  36. I am glad I don’t have a sister
  37. I have a lot of inner turmoil
  38. I love my hair when its straight
  39. I miss my long hair
  40. I love my house in Virginia
  41. I hate dealing with finances
  42. I like the house a little cold
  43. I love hot chocolate
  44. I wonder how many kids I will have
  45. I wish my name was Emmalou
  46. I want 3 kids
  47. I love crafts
  48. I wish I was an artist
  49. I want to learn how to draw
  50. I have a lot of anxiety
  51. I think I am depressed sometimes
  52. Les Miserables is my favorite musical
  53. Ian Somerhalder is BAE
  54. I wish I could sing better
  55. Guitar is my passion
  56. I cant wait to have sex
  57. White boards are weird
  58. I miss my best friend
  59. I used to be bad
  60. I love God
  61. I love my Savior
  62. I cant wait to be sealed to Nicolas
  63. I want to be a photographer
  64. I love the name Thora
  65. I want a dog
  66. I don’t like Rexburg
  67. I miss having the 3 musketeers
  68. I want to be a millionaire
  69. I am lazy
  70. I wish I could write a song
  71. I love the rain
  72. I hate the snow
  73. I love the spring time
  74. I hate winter
  75. I love church
  76. I hate singles wards
  77. I love the smell of drier sheets
  78. I love sweat pants
  79. I hate science
  80. I love astronomy
  81. I am excited to leave Rexburg
  82. I love Nicolas with all my heart
  83. I love nicks beard
  84. I wish I was 10 pounds lighter
  85. I wish I had more motivation
  86. I want my hair to be more red
  87. I get cold really easily
  88. I am kind of a brat sometimes
  89. I wish my mom was here
  90. I love my legs
  91. I hate my tummy
  92. I wish I had a belly button ring
  93. I have always wanted a tattoo
  94. I love writing in cursive
  95. I don’t read the instructions
  96. I hate packing
  97. I wish I was low maintenance
  98. I am scared of growing up
  99. I hate shaving my legs
  100. I am very self-conscious
  101. I have a very guilty conscious
  102. I love my heating blanket
  103. Fuzzy blankets are amazing
  104. I love minty face wash
  105. I hate zits
  106. I love conditioner
  107. Loofas make life amazing
  108. Bubble baths soothe the soul
  109. I am scared of getting a massage
  110. I love who I am right now
  111. I love who I am becoming
  112. I love my phone
  113. I love taking pictures
  114. I love my fiancé
  115. I love/hate  scary movies
  116. I love fluffy carpet
  117. I need him in my life
  118. I love being tall
  119. I love high heels
  120. I wish I was two inches shorter
  121. I love Taylor swift
  122. I want to go to a concert
  123. This is taking way too long…
  124. I love driving mini vans
  125. I act strong, but I’m not
  126. I love my guitar
  127. I love taking notes
  128. I want to be a mom
  129. I hate birth control
  130. I don’t fully understand condoms…
  131. ^ I want to know what they feel like
  132. I am a nightmare dressed like a day dream
  133. I am kind of crazy
  134. I wish I could come clean about everything
  135. I love freshly painted nails
  136. I hate waiting for nails to dry
  137. Pink lemonade is amazing
  138. I have an obsession with taco bell
  139. Baja Blast is amazing
  140. I hate thinking about the past
  141. I wish I could forget things more easily
  142. I forgive him very fast
  143. I hate living with girls
  144. I am so excited to be getting married
  145. Weddings are crazy
  146. I am excited to meet his family
  147. I wish I was better at school
  148. I am very awkward
  149. I wish I still danced
  150. I really enjoy roller skating
  151. Nick and Emma vs. The World
  152. Dogs are my favorite
  153. I don’t like cats
  154. I don’t mind kittens
  155. I am allergic to bunnies
  156. I am allergic to cats
  157. I want to be successful
  158. I love curling my hair
  159. When I look pretty I feel more confident
  160. I hate working at McDonalds
  161. I won’t go back to McDonalds
  162. I am so happy I have Nick in my life
  163. I don’t regret anything with him
  164. I know God loves me
  165. Ed Sheeran’s voice is amazing
  166. Love hurts
  167. Pictures make life better
  168. I wish life was more simple
  169. I wish I was more flexible
  170. He makes me feel alive
  171. I wish I played the guitar more
  172. I have only kissed four boys
  173. I have only had three boyfriends
  174. I dated my first boyfriend for 9 months
  175. I love the holidays
  176. I AM GETTING MARRIED!
  177. I am lucky to have great parents
  178. I am sick of the cold
  179. I hope my kids will love life
  180. I want to raise my kids right
  181. I am happy that Nick will be their father
  182. I love my wedding veil
  183. I hate the dark sometimes
  184. I can only sleep in complete darkness
  185. I can only sleep in complete silence
  186. I am going to miss the friends I made this semester
  187. I wish I could rap
  188. Nick is my best friend
  189. Nick is the only person I am 100% honest with
  190. I hate Iphones
  191. I hate Apple…
  192. I love death cab for cutie
  193. I used to be obsessed with coheed and cambria
  194. I hate death
  195. I hate thinking about my future
  196. I love messy buns
  197. I love hair products
  198. I wish my hair was longer
  199. I miss the beach
  200. OBX is my favorite place to relax
  201. Disney is life!
  202. I am going to Disney on my honeymoon
  203. I have the vampire diaries necklace
  204. I need more socks
  205. I hope it doesn’t snow very much in VA this winter
  206. I wish I knew how to finger pick on the guitar
  207. I hate little red lights in the dark
  208. I am almost finished packing
  209. I hate the feeling of cotton pads
  210. Nail polish remover gives me the chills
  211. I hate dry skin
  212. I love my wedding ring
  213. Rode gold is my favorite
  214. I love the ring I got for nick
  215. I hate my toes
  216. I hate getting pedicures
  217. My younger brother is awesome at skateboarding
  218. I love bushing my hair
  219. I wish my hair was naturally straight
  220. I lose so much hair every day
  221. I love vacuuming carpets
  222. I love the smell of lemon cleaning products roller coaster are awesome
  223. I love wood floors
  224. I love ice cream
  225. ^ but I am lactose intolerant
  226. I love frozen yogurt
  227. Ice skating is awesome
  228. I wish I could do ballet
  229. I want to do better in school
  230. I am done with school for 9 months
  231. ^ that makes me really happy
  232. I am jealous of Nick’s guitar skills
  233. I love the Book of Mormon
  234. I am a daughter of God
  235. Nick and I have something beautiful between us
  236. I love to sleep
  237. Like I LOVE to sleep!
  238. I can sleep for 10 hours a night and be perfectly content
  239. I get sick if I don’t sleep
  240. I am excited to meet his siblings
  241. I am excited to go to California
  242. I haven’t been to California besides Disney Land
  243. I like the taste of envelope glue
  244. I love writing in different fonts
  245. I hate cleaning other peoples messes
  246. Food in the sink grosses me out
  247. I go to bed early for a college student
  248. I can listen to the same song over and over
  249. I love tan walls
  250. I love decorating houses/ rooms
  251. I wish I felt the spirit more often
  252. I wish I got angry less
  253. I want to be more patient
  254. My mom is freaking amazing
  255. I love Instagram
  256. I love Facebook
  257. I hate twitter
  258. Snapchat is amazing
  259. I love bonfires
  260. I love the smell of clothes after you have been around a fire
  261. I love the sand dunes
  262. Smores are amazing!
  263. Chocolate can cure any sadness
  264. I am scared to have kids
  265. I love super Nintendo games
  266. I love roller coaster tycoon
  267. I love Bioshock
  268. Spotify is the best invention ever
  269. I love legos
  270. I hope nick likes his Christmas present(s)
  271. I love hot showers
  272. Music soothes my soul
  273. Toilet paper has to be soft
  274. I love orange juice
  275. I will not buy off brand laundry detergent
  276. I love mushrooms
  277. I don’t like most vegetables
  278. I’ve always wanted to teach
  279. I am nervous to meet nicks biological dad
  280. ^ I think he is nervous too
  281. My mom wants to be nicks mom too
  282. ^she said she is going to ‘adopt’ him
  283. I want to meet Taylor Swift
  284. I miss humidity
  285. I miss my daddy
  286. I will always be daddy’s little
  287. I had caffeine tonight
  288. I hate loud noises
  289. I don’t like foot rubs
  290. I can’t get massages because I’m too ticklish
  291. I am not racist
  292. Cards against humanity is hilarious
  293. I love monopoly
  294. I hate history
  295. I want to write better
  296. I wish I was a singer / songwriter
  297. I have only performed once
  298. I miss high school choir
  299. ^I miss theatre too..
  300. I love space heaters
  301. We used to put a space heater in my dogs house outside
  302. I am excited to go in the temple
  303. I love my grandparent
  304. I miss my grandparents
  305. I wish I wasn’t so jealous all the time
  306. I know my family loves me
  307. I know I love Nick
  308. I want to be a good person for him
  309. I hate getting my socks wet
  310. I love swimming
  311. I love the ocean
  312. I love hot tubs
  313. I hate the smell of indoor pools
  314. I want to kiss nick right now
  315. I always want to kiss nick
  316. This is taking forever! Haha
  317. I love the feeling of clean dishes
  318. I hate doing other peoples dishes
  319. Sometimes doing dishes calms me down
  320. Eternity with him isn’t long enough
  321. I don’t want romance to go away
  322.  I am afraid of getting pregnant
  323. Superman is pretty cool
  324. Christmas is only 9 days away!
  325. I don’t know if I want to tell my kids about Santa
  326. I have a sexy Santa outfit
  327. I get up really early on Christmas
  328. I don’t know what nick got me for Christmas
  329. I am excited to go back to VA for a bit
  330. I miss the spring
  331. I wish my feet weren’t so big
  332. I hate my feet
  333. I like my hands
  334. I wish my boobs were bigger
  335. My butt is awesome right now 
  336. I love sexy underwear
  337. I am going to miss wearing thongs
  338. I hate running
  339. I love yoga
  340. I don’t have a best friend in the apartment
  341. I want him here right now
  342. I love love!
  343. I hate being a girl sometimes
  344. I never want to shave again!
  345. Everyone thinks I am part Asian
  346. I am so excited for my wedding reception
  347. I am excited to be getting sisters (by marriage)
  348. I hate earbuds
  349. ^ because my ears are too small for them
  350. I wish I was stronger
  351. I wish I met nick sooner
  352. I stole nick from another girl
  353. I love shoes!
  354. I wear boots almost every day
  355. I want to be truly happy
  356. I hate fighting
  357. I hate contention
  358. I hate disagreements
  359. I cry really easily
  360. Sometimes I just need to cry
  361. I am lucky to be marrying my best friend
  362. I hate complicated things
  363. I can’t to have a house of my own
  364. I am tired of going to school
  365. I want to love him forever
  366. I don’t like birds
  367. I hate not getting sleep
  368. I hate super loud people
  369. I am an introvert
  370. I love the smell of clean towels
  371. I love baking
  372. I love cooking dinner
  373. I love the fall leaves
  374. I am more of a night owl than an early bird
  375. I love our first kiss
  376. I love our first conversation
  377. I love our trust  
  378. I love his smile
  379. I love his dimple
  380. I love his eyes
  381. I love his hands
  382. I love the way he holds me
  383. I love the way he kisses me
  384. I love how he loves me
  385. I love his hair
  386. I love his personality
  387. I love his jokes
  388. I love his dance moves
  389. I love the way he holds my hand
  390. I love his love
  391. I just love him